Freedom
To Be Loved
By:
Mary a.k.a. ILP
Part
1
Mary looked in the mirror in the bathroom.She needed to get
out of the
hotal room if only for a few hours,even if she only had a drink
in the hotal
lobby.She was tired of hanging out with all the other
wives.Listening to them
chat none stop about there wonderful husbends and
families.She ran the brush
through her long brown hair and pulled it up into a hair
clip.She put her
gold hoop earrings in and gave herself a nod as she turned
and left the
bathroom.She picked up her small purse and grabed her
key.She walked out the
door and down the hall.Mary thought breifly about her
husbend and children as
she entered the bar,Who did she think she was kidding.She
was thirteyfive
years old and wanted nothing more then to sit down in the
bar and have some
strange man try and pick her up.Mary could remember a time
when she could
turn any mans head,and had!Then she got married and setteled
down still she
longed sometimes for the times in her life when she was
free.Not Chad's wife
or Tommy and Katie's mommy.but Mary a woman who longed to
be taken into a
mans arms and held and caressed and made to feel
beautiful.Something Chad
hadent done in years.Sex was him geting on, him geting off
and Mary staring
at the ceiling wondering if she would ever feel passion
again.Chad was a good
husbend in some ways but Mary had to admit she had fallen
out of love with
him.Mary sat down at the bar glancing around to see if any
of Chad's co
workers were there.She sighed the bar was completly
emptey.Accept for one
dark haired man sitting at the other end of the bar.The man
lifted his head
up from his drink and looked down the bar at her.
Paul gave the woman a slight nod.The woman nodded back and
gave him a slight
smile.Paul could get a full veiw of her as she sat down at
the bar.She was
short even in the high heel pumps she was wearing.She was
wearing a short
black dress that showed off her lovly cleavge.The skirt was
short showing her
legs coverd by black stockings.Her brown hair was pulled
back showing off her
pretty face.Paul stood up from his spot and slowly moved
down to the end of
the bar whare she was sitting."May I buy you a drink?"he
asked as he took a
seat on the bar stool next to her.
Mary's heart was in her throat as she looked up at the
man.She found her
voice and said "Yes,thankyou."The man smiled
warmly at her as he motioned to
the bartender.Mary melted at the sight of him.He was
beautiful.His dark hair
laid in waves barly touching his shoulders.He had the most
kind dark eyes.The
bartender walked over and asked what she was
drinking."A screw driver
please."Mary said.The bartender nodded as he turned to
fix her drink.The man
put his hand out"My name is Paul"he said.Mary
took his hand "Hi I'm Mary"she
said shyly.Paul smiled "So tell me why is it a
beautiful woman is drinking
alone in a bar?"he asked as he looked into her green
eyes.The bartender sat
Mary's drink down."Just felt like a night
cap."Mary said smiling at him.He
gave a small laugh as he took a drink of his wine.Mary
wondered if he was
going to ask her back to his room.She wanted him too.Just
to prove she was
still an atrractive woman."So are you staying in the
hotal?"he asked.Mary
nodded as she waited for him to ask."Are you here on
bussniss?"Paul
asked.Mary swollowed as she lied."Yes I'am."she
said."Me too"Paul said."What
do you do for a living?"Mary asked "I'm in the
band KISS."Paul said almost
laughing at the woman's reaction.Mary gasped as she put her
hand to her
mouth.Paul could tell she was embarressed."My God,Your
Paul Stanley."Mary
said in a whisper.Paul smiled and nodded."I take it
you've heard of me."he
said."I'm sorry,I shoud of recaganized you.I was such
a big fan when I was a
kid."Mary said as she felt herself blushing.Paul
smiled "Its alright."He
said.He thought it was dama cute the way she was blushing
as she looked at
him."What about you?What do you do for a
living?"he asked.Mary took a deep
breath as she tried to think.She dident want to tell him
she was married."I'm
a writer"Mary said as she felt her heart pound at the
lie she just told.Paul
smiled as he boldly put his hand on her knee.A jolt went
through Mary as she
felt the warmth of his hand on her knee.Paul could tell she
was nervous he
went to pull his hand away thinking that maybe she wasent
intrested.Mary put
her hand down to cover his as she smiled up at him.She
could feel herself
starting to relax as he gazed into her eyes.
Mary smiled up at him as she covered his hand with her
own.His hand was so
big compared to her small one.Paul put his other hand down
to trace the back
of her hand with his finger.Mary licked her lips as she
looked up at him.Paul
grined as he looked at her.Mary gave him a nod to let him
know she was
enjoying there flirting.Paul leaned over slightly and
whispered in her ear
"Want to go some place more private?"he
asked.Mary smiled as she nodded.Paul
took her hand as he got off his bar stool.Mary felt him
gently pull her from
her stool.They held hands as Paul walked her towards the
elavator.They waited
as the elavator doors opened.Mary's heart stopped as she
thought about the
fact that Chad may be looking for her.Mary pushed the
thought from her mind
as they steped into the elavator.Paul put his arm around
her shoulder as the
elavator doors closed.He pulled her into his arms as his
lips sought
hers.Mary felt his soft lips as they met hers.She gasped in
surprise as he
deepend there kiss.God he feels so good she thought to
herself as she felt
his hands rubing her shoulders.Mary let her hands roam down
his back as she
felt his tongue enter her mouth.A tingle shot theough
Mary's system as she
melted under his touch.The elavator jolted as it stoped on
the tenth
floor.Mary and Paul pulled away as the doors opened.Mary
was nervous as she
looked around for anyone she might know.Paul pulled her by
the hands as he
led her to his room.
Paul never let go of Mary's hand as he unlocked the room
door.He flicked on
the light as they entered the room.He let go of Mary's hand
as he kicked off
his shoes.Mary kicked her high heels off as well.Paul
reached for her."Now
whare was I."he said as he covered her mouth once
again.Mary let out a low
gasp as she felt his tongue once more in her mouth.The fire
was burninng deep
in them both.Mary let her hands roam down Paul's back.She
let them come to
rest on his firm ass.She gave it a slight squeeze.As Paul
pulled away long
enough to let out a soft moan."Thats very
nice,"He mummered as he kissed down
Mary's neck.She felt his hands as they fumbled with the
zipper at the back of
her dress.He tugged at the zipper as he kissed her
deeply.Mary felt her dress
slide off of her shoulders as Paul nibbleled his way down
her body.Mary
shutter as he teased her with his warm kisses.He came to
her legs.He gently
tugged at her stockings with his hands as his tongue
flicked across her
stomch.Mary mouned laodly it had been so long sense she had
been touched like
this.Paul stood back and looked at her with his smoldering
dark eyes. She
stood there feeling every part of her body tingle."Oh
you are beautiful."he
whispered as he took her back into his arms.Paul walked her
over to the big
bed.He kissed her as he laid her back.He stood over her as
he removed his
shirt and pants.Mary's hands roamed over his chest as he
shed his clothes.He
let out his own crys of passion as he felt her small hands
caress his bare
chest.
Paul pulled Mary up and removed her bra.He felt her rounded
breast in his
hand they were the perfect size for her small body.He could
feel her heart
pounding as he teased her nipples with his fingers.Mary
sighed deeply.Paul
could tell it had been some time sense she had been truly
loved as he looked
into her green eyes."You feel so good"Paul
whispered to her as he bent his
head down taking her breast into his mouth.Mary gasped as
she felt his tongue
tease her nipple.Mary arched her back as she felt Paul
easing her back on to
the bed.Mary ran her fingers through his dark hair as she
felt his teeth
nibbel at her breast."Oh god that feels so
good."Mary said shocked at her own
voice.Paul smiled as he heard her voice."You taste
good."Paul said as he
began to work her panties down her legs.Mary mouned as his
fingers brushed
aginst her pubic area."Do you like that."Paul
said softly.Mary nodded as he
came up covering her mouth in a deep kiss.He whispered in
her ear "Do you
want me to love you baby?"Mary gasped as she reached
up and answered him with
a kiss.
Paul let her panties drop to the floor as he pulled her
legs apart gently.He
knelt his head down and kissed her thighes as he heard
moans of delight
escaping Mary's lips.His fingers entered her as he kissed
his way up and down
her legs.He could feel Marys wetness as he let his fingers
tease her with
small strokes.Mary felt herself melting under his
touch."Please..."she cried
out as he teased her.Paul moved his head up to rest between
her legs.Mary
felt his soft tongue enter her as she arched her back to
meet his hungry
tongue.Paul loved hearing her beg.He wanted to bring her to
oragasm before he
entered her.He just wanted to let her have as much plesure
as he could give
her.Mary felt his tongue as it licked her clit making her
jump.Paul felt her
shutter as her first orgasm racked her body.He smiled as he
came up to face
her."Oh that was nice."he said softly as he
kissed her trembling lips.He
looked into her wide eyes.Mary could feel his swollen
manhood as he rested
himself on top of her.It felt so big and hard.Mary reached
down and felt it
with her hand Paul let out a small cry as Mary began to rub
the head of it
with the palm of her hand.Paul rolled onto his back as she
sat up and took
him into her mouth."Oh yae thats a girl!"Paul
cried out as his hands rested
on the back of her head.Mary tasted his precum as she bobed
up and down.He
was so big he made her jaws ache.Paul began to move his
hips up to meet her
mouth.Mary felt Paul gently pulling her away.She sat up
wondering if she had
done something wrong.Paul could see the look in her
eyes."Come here I want to
love you."he said gently as he pulled her to him.Mary
felt him as he laid her
back down.Paul was almost afraid to enter her she seemed so
small to him.Mary
grabbed his ass to pull him close to her.Paul gently
entered her as he heard
himself and her cry out.Paul could tell she had been
starved for a gental
touch as he began to rock deep inside of her.He kissed her
deeply parting her
lips with his tongue.He could taste her and himself as
there tongues did a
dance inside each others mouths.He rocked faster as he felt
her tighten
around his swollen cock.She cried out as he gave one last
thrust."Oh my
God!!!"Mary heard him cry as she felt his release fill
her.Mary grabbed his
ass pulling him deeped inside of her "Paul....oh
Paul..."was all Mary could
say as she felt her body give into her own orgasm.......
Paul looked down at Mary with a smile.He traced her full
lips with his finger
tips."Wow."she said as she looked into his dark
eyes.He kissed her
lips."Thank you."he wispered in her ear.Mary
smiled "No thank you that was
wonderful."she said as she snuggled into his
chest.Paul smiled as he held her
a little tighter.Mary knew she should get up and leave.She
knew Chad was in
there room by now wondering whare she was.Mary felt Paul's
hands as they
lightly stroked her hair as she laid in his arms.She tried
to fight it as her
eyes closed.Paul looked down at her as she slept.He let out
a soft grown as
he held her.She feels so good laying here he thought as his
eyes closed.
Mary woke with a jolt as she looked around the strange
room."Mary!"Paul said
as he felt her jump from his arms.He sat up as she raced
from the bed."Oh
shit!"Mary said as she searched in the dark room for
her clothes."Mary whats
wrong!"Paul asked as he got up from the bed.Mary
turned around as she pulled
on her dressed."I have to go Paul"she said with
panic in her voice.Paul
turned on the light they both squinted as there eye
adjusted to the
light.Paul grabbed his watch."Mary its 4 AM! Just stay
here tonight.Besides I
thought we could spend the day together.I wanted to get to
know you a little
better."he said.Mary's heart was in her throat as she
grabed her shoes."No I
can't."she said.Paul shrugged "Can I have your
phone number?"he asked
thinking that maybe she had a plane to
catch."No!"Mary said as she ran to the
door.Paul got up to follow her."Wait a second!"he
said.It was to late she was
already gone."Fuck"Paul said as he looked at the
closed door.I don't even
know her last name.he thought to himself as he turned and
went back to his
emptey bed.
Mary raced to her room as she fummbeled in her purse for
the room key.Shit I
must look like hell she thought to herself as she found the
key.She knew Chad
was waiting up as she turned the key in the lock.What am I
going to say she
wondered as she steped into the room.Chad was fast asleep
in the layback
chair his hand still holding the remote.The tv was turned
to an old football
game.Mary sighed as she walked to the bathroom careful not
to wake him up.She
looked in the mirror.She had lost her hair clip and her
make up was all but
gone from her face.She threw her stocking in the sink as
she stripped off her
dress.She walked to the large bed and laid down alone.She
wrapped her arms
around herself and smiled.I wish I could of stayed she said
to herself as she
closed her eyes.She could still hear the football game
playing in the sitting
room adjoined to the bedroom.Just like at home Chad falls
asleep watching
sports in front of the tv and Mary sleeps alone.Tears she
couldent hide fell
from her eyes.She felt so alone as she laid there.She could
still feel the
burn of Paul's lips on her's.
Mary could hear the shower running as she streached and
opened her eyes.She
felt a little sore as she moved to get out of bed.She
smiled to herself I
dident just dream it she thought to herself.She got up and
grabbed her
robe.Chad came out of the bathroom as she was going in.Mary
braced herself
for an argument as he brushed by her.He barly looked at her
and grunted.Mary
looked back at him as he began to pull his clothes
on."Did you sleep well?"he
called over his shoulder.Mary was stunned there was no
anger or sarcasm in
his voice.Mary turned to look in the
mirror."Yes"she called from the
bathroom."Good,sorry I dident make it to the bedroom
last night.Me and Rich
got in so late.I was really wired after that last club.I
decided to watch
some tv and I guess I fell asleep."he said as he moved
about the room.Mary
closed her eyes with realeif.He dident even know I was gone
she thought to
herself.Mary looked at the soap dish whare her wedding band
was laying.She
quickly slipped it back on her finger.She began to pull her
robe off.She
turned on the water and waited for the tub to
fill."I'm meeting the guys and
some of there wives down stairs for breakfast.Hurry up and
join us."she heard
Chad say."Alright let me get a bath and I'll be
down."Mary called.Great
another day of sitting around with all the other wifes from
Chad's
advertising company.The men would go to there meeting and
then out to god
knows whare return in time for dinner and then the men
would go club hopping
leaving the women back at the hotal."What fun!
Ya!"Mary said outload.Mary
steped into the tub.She turned and looked at the tattoo on
her right
shoulder.She lightly ran her fingers over it.When I was
free was what that
tatoo said to her everyday.Not a wife or mom,but free.She
had gotten it when
she was eighteen.She had felt so free as she sat in the
tattoo parlor and
picked out the one she wanted.She had chose a small fairy
floating over a
heart.It really was beautiful.She remebered when she and
Chad had met he
thought it was so cool.Once they were married thoe he was
always on her about
keeping in covered."Women who are married to men in
high powered jobs don't
have tattoo's"he would say as he looked at her with
disaproving eyes.Mary
ofton wondered why the hell he married her.If it wasent the
tattoo it was
something she said that he thought was out of line.Always
on her toes was how
Mary had to be.She laid in the tub as her thoughts turned
to Paul.It was the
first time Mary had ever broke her wedding vows.It had felt
so good.She
finished her bath and dried off quickly.She looked down at
her thighs as she
pulled on her skirt.My god he gave me a hickey!She giggeled
as she looked at
the small red mark on the top of her thigh.Chad would never
know thoe.He
wasent about to take any time and look at her body even if
they did have sex
before it faded away.Mary smiled as she finished dressing
everytime she
thought about last night her whole body would tingle.She
grabbed her purse
and headed out the door
Paul awoke still a little stunned.What the hell was that
all about he
wondered as he steped into the shower.He thought she was
enjoying his
company.He wondered if he would see her again before he
left New York.He sure
hoped he would.She was very sweet and gental.He smiled as
he thought about
how she flelt in his arms.She was like a china doll.he
thought as he shut off
the shower.He dressed quickly and headed down stairs for
some breakfast.
Mary stepped on the elavator.She was looking down as she
said"The lobby
please."to the man standing next to the buttons.Paul's
head turned when he
recagnized Mary's voice."Well we meet again!"he
said in a bright voice.Mary's
eyes were wide as she looked up to see Paul standing
there."Paul..."Mary
stammered.Paul could tell he was the last person she wanted
to see."Are you
going to be shy with me after last night."Paul said
with a small laugh.Mary
shook her head as she held out her left hand to show him
her wedding
band.Paul stopped laughing as his face fell.
Paul cleared his throat."I had no ideia."he said
as he looked up at her.Mary
looked away his eyes had a hint of saddness and hurt as he
stared at her."I'm
sorry Paul."Mary said."Thats alright.Everybody
needs a little fun
sometimes."he said.His eyes were still locked on her
as Mary looked up at
him.Paul shook his head as he turned away.Dama it I liked
her.Paul thought to
himself as he waited for the elavator to stop.Mary felt
tears come to her
eyes as she turned away.Paul saw her shoulders shake as she
stood with her
back to him."Mary"he said softly as he put his
hand on her shouder.Mary
turned to face him."Shhhh....Its alright.Don't
cry."he said as he rubbed her
shoulder.Mary whiped her eyes she knew the elavator would
be stopping
soon.The elavator stoped as the doors opened."Goodbye
Paul."Mary said as she
went to step off the elavator."Wait a
second."Paul said as he pulled her back
onto the elavator.Mary looked at him puzzeled as he pushed
the buttons
again.The elavator jolted as it made its way up."What
are you doing?"Mary
asked."What have you wrote?"Paul asked.Mary
looked at him as she remebered
the lie she had told him.Mary was so embarrassed as she
looked at him."I'm
not a writer."She confessed as she looked down at the
floor."I'm just a
housewife and mother."Mary said.Paul looked at her
"No body is just a mother
lady!"Paul said.Mary smiled at him."It takes alot
to be a parent I know!"Paul
said.Paul smiled at her."Tell me why you went with me
last night Mary?"Paul
said as he walked over to her.He put his arm around her.She
felt so good like
her small body was made to fit him.Mary looked up at him
with the saddiest
eyes he had ever seen."He ignores me."she said
softly.Paul closed his eyes as
he pulled her a little closer.I'd never ignore you he
thought to himself as
he stood there with his arms wrapped around her.The
elavator came to a
stop.Mary quickly pulled away fearing one of Chad's co
worker would catch her
in Paul's arms.
Mary stood away form Paul as the doors opened. Two women
stepped inside."Mary
are you on your way down for breakfast?"one of them
asked.Mary
nodded."Yes"she said as she glanced over at
Paul.Paul smiled at her as the
elavator made its way down."Were going shopping after
breakfast.Do you want
to come?"the woman asked Mary.Paul could tell that
Mary was not enjoying
this.He watched as Mary rolled her eyes."Lori we have
been shopping everyday
sense we got here.I think I'm just going to stay around
here today."Mary said
trying not to sound to harsh.Paul could tell that Mary
wasent a bit like
these women.He listened to them going on and on about how
they were going to
buy this and that .Paul almost laughed as Mary said."Were
in New York
city.Don't you two want to go see a Broad way show are
something other then
shop!There is so much to see and do.All we have seen is
stores.Lets go to a
musuem are something.Anything but another day of
shopping!"Paul watched as
the two women looked at her like she was nuts."You
know Mary, Christmas is
coming and we need to get the kids Christmas lists
completed."one of the
women said as she looked down her nose at Mary.Mary closed
her eyes."Well
there is a big mall right down town in St Louis.I can
finish my kids list at
home as well as in New York!"The women shook there
heads."Well I want my kids
to have there Christmas form New York!It will make them
feel special to tell
there friends about there gifts that came from New York
City!"one of the
women said.Mary rolled her eyes."Well I always thought
that Christmas was
about the birth of a baby!Not about gifts form New
York.Thanks for clearing
that up for me.Lori!"Mary said with sarcasm in her
voice.Paul put his hand to
his mouth as he snickered.Both women looked at him when
they heard him
laugh.The elavator stoped and the doors opened.The two
women stuck there
noses in the air as they walked off the elavator before
Mary."Good bye"Mary
said softly as she stepped off the elavator.Paul locked
eyes with her."Not
good bye."he said.Mary nodded as she watched the
elavator door close on Paul.
Mary took a deep breath as she walked into the dining room
behind Lori and
Cindy.Chad waved to her as she walked into the room.Mary
walked over.He had
already ordered for them both and the food was sitting in
front of himMary
looked down at the plate of eggs and bacon.The food was
cold.Mary sat down
next to him saying her goodmornings to the co-workers and
there wifes that
were sitting at the table.Chad leaned over to her and
whispered"Whare the
hell have you been?"Mary felt the warmth of his breath
on her neck.He made
her skin crawel.She smiled as she clenched her teeth.She
wanted to scream.All
these people made her ill.The women talked none stop as
they sat next to
there husbends.There husbends looked at there watches
waiting to bolt for the
door.Mary picked at her food as she waited for all the men
to get up from
there seats and go to there big confrence.Chad looked over
at Mary."Sit up
Mary.Your slouching."Chad said in a low voice.Mary sat
up a little
taller.Chad smiled at her as he talked and made jokes with
his co
workers.Mary looked towards the door as she thought about
far away places.She
thought of long walks on the beach.She wished she could
just disappear as she
sat there picking at her cold eggs.The men all exscused
them selfs as they
all leaned over and planted a small kiss on there wifes
cheeks.Mary almost
laughed were like barbies and there the kens.she thought as
she watched them
all move in a cluster out of the dining room.All the women
began to talk
about what they had planed for the day.Mary sighed as she
pushed her chair
out and stood up."Mary whare are you going?"Wendy
one of the wifes
called."Upstairs I don't feel well."Mary said as
she walked to the door.
Mary walked to the elavator hoping that none of them would
come to check on
her.Mary was shocked as she approuched the elavator to see
Paul standing
there.He pushed the button as she walked towards
him."I was wondering when
you would be coming out of there,"he said as he
pointed to the dining
room.Mary smiled as they both stepped on the elavator.Mary
looked shyly up at
him."Whares your husbend?"Paul
asked."Meetings."Mary said."For how long?"Paul
asked as he moved closer to her."All day."she
said as she felt his arm wrap
around her sending a chill down her spine."Spend the
day with me."Paul
whispered as he leaned down to kiss her.Mary gasped as his
lips met
hers."Paul..."Mary said as he kissed her again."Please
just one day.thats all
I want."Paul whispered.Mary nodded as her heart
pounded in her chest.Paul
smiled as he looked down at her."I promise I won't
take you shopping."he
said.Mary laughed "Thanks"she said.Paul wanted to
spend just one day with
her.He felt like she needed sombody to be with her.He could
tell that she was
very lonely.He had been feeling lonely too.He wanted
someone to spend some
time with to talk and cuddle with.He wanted to laugh and
hold hands with her
and make love to her once more before they both went back
to there own lives.
Mary held her breth as the elavator doors opened.Paul held
her hand as they
walked to his room.Paul opened the door.Paul had her in his
arms the second
the door closed.Mary wanted him so much as she felt his
hands caressing her
body through her clothes.Paul grouned as he felt her erect
nipples through
her blouse."I want you...I never want to let you
go.."Paul said in between
his kisses.Mary breathed heavly as Paul began to unbutton
her blouse."I'm
yours.."she said as she kissed him deeply.Paul picked
her up into his arms he
was stunned at how light she felt in his arms.He laid her
on the bed covering
her mouth in a kiss.He laid beside her.He ran his hands
down her body.Mary
sat up and undid her skirt as Paul ran his hands up her
leg.He mouned as her
hands brushed aginst the bulge in his jeans.Paul helped
Mary take off the
skirt.She laid next to him in her bra and panties.Her body
was throbing to be
touched once more by him."Your skin is so
soft"Paul whispered as he undid her
bra.He kissed her throat as his hands roamed over her
breast.Mary moaned
loadly as she let him touch her.Paul stood up and undid his
pants.He let out
a sigh of releif as he laid back down next to her.Mary
reached for him as he
pulled his shirt off and laid back down."Just for a
little while you can be
my girl."Paul said as he kissed her on the lips
tenderly.Mary moaned as he
ran his finger between her legs.He let his fingers stroke
her through her
panties as she wiggeled under his touch."Take me
please"Mary said in a
pleading voice."Lets take our time.Lets make it
last...."Paul mummered as he
sliped his hand inside of her panties.He could feel how wet
she was as he let
his finger slide inside of her.She cried out as Paul genty
teased her with
his finger.....in and out....in and out......Mary cried his
name as she felt
him pull his finger out.He brought his fingers to her
mouth."I want you taste
how sweet you are."he said as he placed his finger in
her mouth.Mary could
taste herself on his finger as he looked deep into her
eyes."I'm gonna love
you."he whispered as he stripped off her panties.He
kissed her as she
gasped."Please Paul now..."Mary begged.Paul
smiled as he nodded at her "Yes
now Mary"he said as he entered her gently.He watched
her face as she closed
her eyes."Does that feel good....."Paul asked as
he began to thrust deeply
inside of her.His eyes closed as he thrust deep in her.She
cried out as she
felt her body being filled with his cock.Her hips riseing
and falling with
his every thrust."Oh Mary you feel so
good......"he called as he covered her
mouth with his."Ohhh....dont stop!!"Mary said as
she felt her self tighten
around his cock.Paul moaned loadly as he felt himself
cumming deep inside of
her.He looked down at her as he filled her.She had her eyes
closed and was
crying his name..Just watching her plesure made him orgasm
even harder.He
rolled away from her panting.He pulled her to him.He wanted
to hold her
close.He could feel himself getting used to something that
wasent his.He
kissed the top of her head as he thought about how hard it
was going to be to
let her go back to her husbend.Mary snuggeled close to him
she kissed his
chest as she laid in his arms.Her mind drifted as they laid
there not talking
but just enjoying being in each others arms.Mary wanted to
stay there
forever.He was so sweet.She thought about when she was a
little girl . She
had dreamed of him as she looked at his poster on her
wall.She now knew he
was just as she had always dreamed he was.Paul broke the
silence."So what
would you like to do today?"he asked.Mary smiled as a
tear came to her eye.It
had been so long sense anyone had asked her what she
wanted.
Paul looked down at her."Would you take me ice
skating?"she asked shyly.Paul
smiled"You got it babe."he said as he kissed
her.Mary laughed as she sat
up.Paul smiled at her.He felt like he had just made her
every wish come
true."I need to eat first.Why don't you go to your
room and change into a
pair of jeans and then come back here and then we can
go.I'll order room
service."Paul said.Mary got up and grabed her
clothes."I'm hungry too."Mary
said as she pulled her skirt on."I thought you ate
with your husbend."Paul
said as he got up and pullled his jeans on.Mary shook her
head"I don't like
cold eggs."She said laughing.Paul said "Well what
can I order for you my
love?"he asked."Blue berry pancakes!"Mary
said as her eyes lit up.Paul
laughed "You got it!"he said as he picked up the
phone."I'll be right
back!"she said as she walked to the door."Hey
don't forget to kiss me good
bye."he said as he held the phone to his ear.Mary
grined as she walked over
to him.She gave him a quick kiss.He smiled as he watched
her walk out the
door.
Mary stepped into the hallway and looked around.The coast
was clear as she
walked to the elaavator.Part of her wanted to get caught as
she waited for
the elavator.The elavator stoped and the doors opened.She
sighed as she
stepped into the emptey elavator.She pushed the button.She
smiled to herself
as she stood there.She closed her eyes as she thought about
Paul and her
together for the day.The elavator stopped.Mary looked at
the doors as they
opened and Ginger,one of the wifes stepped inside."I
thought you were
sick?"Ginger said when she saw Mary standing
there."I went down stairs to get
some tylenol."Mary said as she looked away.Ginger
looked at her as she
noticed how dis shoveled she looked."You look
awful!"Ginger said as she
stared at her.Mary cleared her throat."Well I don't
feel well."Mary said.The
elavator stoped on Mary's floor.Mary sighed in realeif as
she steped off the
elavator.Ginger narrowed her eyes at Mary as she stepped
off the
elavator."Bye"Mary said as the door closed.Mary
rolled her eyes as she walked
to her room.She knew she was about to become a source of
gossip for all the
barbies as they shoped till they droped today.
Mary went to her room.She unlocked the door and walked
inside.She ran to the
bedroom.She was glad she had packed her jeans as she took
off her skirt and
blouse.Chad hated it when she wore jeans on these company
trips.Mary hated
these trips.Chad only brought her on two trips a year this
one which took
place two weeks before Christmas and the one in June to
Florida.The men in
the company always brought there wives along on those two
trips.The kids came
with them in June.The women and the kids spent there time
at Disney world and
the men spent there time in meetings and partying.Mary
dreaded the trip to
New York every year.She had always wanted to live in New
York.When she was in
collage she had planned on moving there after she got her
degree.Then she had
met Chad and when he asked her to marry him she had put all
her hopes and
dreams on the back burner.He was so successful in his job
he didnet want her
to work.Mary was happy at first.She loved hanging out with
the other wifes
and shopping.Then when Tommy was born she was thrilled.He
was the light of
her life.She loved being a stay at home mother,but things
changed for
Mary.She wasent happy anymore.Chad thought it was post
partem depression.Mary
knew what it was she had changed.She wanted to just be a
mother to Tommy she
found Chad so out of touch with life .Mary felt like there
lives were a
contest to see who could get the most money and who had the
best house and
car.Mary didnet care anymore.She started writing again to
help her cope with
things.She of course never let Chad know she was writing
again.She could
remeber when they had first met and she had written him a
poam.He had laughed
at her when she read it to him."God Mary you are to
funny!"he said.Mary could
still feel the hurt when she thought about it.Mary had
always thought she was
a good writer.Thats what she had studied in college after
all.She crumpeled
the paper and threw it in the trash can.She never let Chad
read another thing
she ever wrote.Mary looked in the mirror at herself as
tears stung eyes at
the thought of Chad making her feel so bad about herself.She
sliped her
wedding ring off and laid it in the soap dish.She turned
and left the
bathroom.She wrote a note to Chad in case he came back.All
the note said was
be back soon.She walked out of the room feeling free and
happy for the first
time in a long whileMary stepped off the elavator and
walked to Paul's
room.She smiled as she knocked softly on the
door."Hold on!"she heard him say
form behind the closed door.Paul opened the door smiling at
her."I'm on the
phone.Sit down and enjoy your pancakes.I'll be done in a
minute."He said as
he put the phone back to his ear.Mary smiled as she sat
down and looked at
the breakfast in front of her.Paul had ordered what looked
like tha whole
menue.She heard him laughing softly as he spoke on the phone.It
sounded like
he was talking to a child as he said 'I love you be good
for Grandma.'Paul
hung up the phone and sat down across from her."I had
to call my son."he
exsplained as he cut up his pancakes.Mary nodded "So
is your wife here in New
York with you?"Mary asked.Paul grined. He wasent used
to people not knowing
he and Pam were divorced.Mary had read that he had gotten
married a long time
ago."My wife and I are divorced."Paul said.Mary
was stunned for a moment."I'm
sorry.I dident know."she said as she felt herself
blushing."Its alright.I
just thought everyone knew by now.It was in the
papers."Paul said.Mary shook
her head as she poured some syrup over her pancakes."I
don't get to keep up
on KISS news much anymore sorry."she said.Paul smiled
"I understand.My son is
at my mom and dad's.I'll be joining them in a few days for
Hanukkah"he
said.Mary nodded "I'll be going home in a few
days."she said.Paul smiled as
he noticed the sadness in her voice."Well we have the
next few days."he said
as he looked at her.Mary smiled as she thought of her time
spent with him so
far.Paul caught Mary up on KISS and his life.He talked alot
about his son .He
pulled out his wallet and showed her a picture of his
little boy."He's seven!
The best thing in my life."Paul said."What about
you Mary.How many children
do you have?"Paul asked.Mary smiled at him."I
have two kids a boy ten and a
little girl seven."she said."Wow you have a ten
year old!"Paul said she
seemed to young to have a kid that age.Mary laughed as she
reached for her
purse."Don't flatter me!I'm thirtyfive!"she said
as she held out a photo of
Tommy and Katie.Paul looked at the picture the little boy
had blond hair and
big blue eyes.The little girl looked just like her
mother."Very nice!"Paul
said as he handed the picture back to her.Mary smiled she
was feeling a
little uncomfortable now that she knew that Paul wasent
married.Paul noticed
Mary looking around the room as she finished her
pancakes."Whats wrong?"he
asked.Mary looked at him."I'm sorry I should of told
you I'was married last
night."she said as she turned away.Paul got up and
knelt down in front of
her."Its alright.I understand.Lets not think about it
right now.Lets pretend
that you and I are the only two people in the world today."he
said as he
gazed into her eyes.Mary had tears in her eyes as she
looked at him.Paul
whiped them away."Come on let go ice skating."he
said as he stood up.Mary
nodded as she got up.Mary and Paul grabbed there coats and
scarfs and headed
for the door.Paul kissed her when they got to the
door."I can't seem to go to
long without steeling a kiss from you lady!"he said as
he opened the door.He
looked down the hall.Paul felt like a teenager who was
sneeking his girl
friend out of his room before his folks caught him.Mary's
eyes scaned the
long hall."Lets go" she said after making sure no
one she knew was
around.Paul laughed "This is fun all this sneaking
around.it reminds of when
I couldent be seen without my make up."he said.Mary
laughed "When I was a
little girl I always dreamed of being your girlfriend just
so I could see
what you looked like without your make up."Paul grined
"Did you have a crush
on me!"he said teasing her.Mary blushed as they
stepped on the elavator."Yes
I did."she said.Paul smiled as he put his arm around
her."Well I'm
flattered.I hope I can live up to your
expectations."he said.
Paul hailed a taxi as Mary stood a little away from him
just in case someone
she knew were to see her with Paul.Paul motioned to her
when one stoped.Mary
walked over to him as he opened the door.Paul told the
driver to take them to
Rockafeller Center.Mary smiled so big at him it made him
laugh."I've never
been to Rockafeller Center!"she said.Paul said
"You mean you come here once a
year at Christmas time and you've never been to Rockafeller
Center!"Mary
looked down at her hands."No Chad says that he is to
busy working,And none of
the other wives ever want to go with me."Mary
said.Paul shook his head."Well
I'll take you there.Your going to love it!"he
said.Mary was so happy as the
taxie drove down the busy streets.The driver was soon
pulling up to
Rockafeller Center.Mary's eyes lit up when she saw the huge
Christmas
tree.Paul grabed her hand as he watched the joy in her
eyes.He was wondering
how any man could ignore this beautiful woman that was
sitting next to
him.Paul paid the driver.He held Mary's hand as they walked
to the ice
skating rink.Paul watched her as she looked at all the
people skating
around.He put his arm around her "Come on lets get our
skates."Paul said.Mary
smiled as he paid for the skate rental.They soon had there
skates on and were
on the ice.Paul and Mary held hands as they skated around
the wrink.It had
been a long time sense Mary had been skating and Paul had
to hold her up a
few times as she laughed at herself.Paul loved how she felt
in his arms as he
held her while they skated.He would lean over and kiss her
cheek every once
in awhile.Her cheek was cold from the wind on his lips.Her
eyes danced as he
looked at her.He could feel himself falling completly in
love with her as he
watched her skating next to him.Don't do it Stanley she is
just a fling
nothing more.He kept warning himself.Paul skated her over
to sit down on one
of the benches.They were both panting as they sat
down."Want some hot
choclate?"he asked."Yes please"Mary
said.Paul went to get some hot choclate
leaving Mary with her own thoughts.Her thoughts drifted to
her children.She
wondered what it would be like for them if she were to
divorce Chad.She
pictured herself and the children living in New York.She
could see her and
the kids skating here at Christmas time.Paul soon returned
holding out a
steaming cup of hot choclate.Mary smiled as she took it
from him."Thanks"she
said as he sat down next to her."You looked deep in
thought there."Paul said
as he put his arm around her."I was just thinking
about how much my kids
would love this place."Mary said."You should
bring them next year!Evan loves
to come here."Paul said."No Chad doesent want to
bring the children here.He
says this is our time away from them once a year."she
said.Paul could hear
the bitterness in her voice as she spoke Chad's
name."You should leave
him."Paul blurted out without thinking.Mary looked up
at him."I'm sorry I
shouldent of said that."Paul said."No Paul its
alright.I should leave him.Its
just I never finished collage and I don't have any real
skills."she
said."Please don't sell yourself short."Paul said
as he gazed into her
eyes.Mary felt like his eyes could see right into her
soal."What did you
major in at collage before you droped out?"Paul
asked.Mary looked away.Paul
could tell she was embarressed."Writing"she
said.Paul put his finger under
her chin and brought her face up to look at him."So
you are a writer."he said
smiling at her.Mary shook her head."No Paul.I've never
had anything
published.I just write in a note book I keep hidden in the
back of my
drawer."she said.Paul could tell that Mary had just
shared something with him
that no one else knew about.Paul smiled "I used to do
that!When I first
started writing songs."he said.Mary smiled "Well
I'm glad you don't hide them
anymore."she said.Paul nodded "Maybe you should
share your too."Paul
said.Mary shook her head "People would laugh at
me"Mary said."Maybe not."Paul
said.Paul and Mary sat there in silence after there talk
for awhile watching
the world around them.Paul closed his eyes as he she leaned
against him as
they sat on the bench."Lets skate some more!"Mary
said as she nudged Paul
from his daydream.Paul smiled at her as she pulled him to
his feet.They
skated all morning as the wind chaped threre cheeks making
them bright
red.They laughed and held hands.Steeling kisses and hugs.It
was the most
wonderful morning for Mary.She hated it when Paul
said."We should be
going."Mary could feel tears coming as she sat down to
take off her
skates.She thought this was the end of her day with
Paul.Paul reached over
and touched her knee."Don't be sad."he said.Mary
tried to smile."We still
have alot to do today."Paul said.Mary's face broke
into a smile "I thought
our day was over!"she said.Paul laughed "No way!I
said the whole day
togther!"he said smiling at her.
Paul took Mary's hand."Come on my love.I think theres
something you would
love to see!"he said.Mary grined."Whats
that?"she asked as they turned in
there skates."Would you like to see the Statue of
Liberty?"he asked."Oh
yes.I've always wanted to see it!"she said as she
leaned up to kiss him.Paul
smiled down at her as he led her to the sidewalk."I'll
take you anywhare you
want to go baby."Paul whispered as he looked into her
eyes.Paul hailed a cab
keeping his arms around Mary.He held the door open for
her.He held her in his
arms as the cab drove down the street.He told her about his
childhood growing
up in New York City.He pointed out certien places he went
to when he was a
child.Mary smiled as she shared some of her childhood
memories.Paul found it
intresting that she had been raised Cathlic."So do you
still go to
Church?"Paul asked."Yes every Sunday."she
said hoping he didnet think she was
some sort of prude.Paul could tell she was a little
uncomfortable as she
tightend in his arms.He kissed the top of her
head."Relax were all alone
remember.The only two people on earth."he said.Mary
smiled as she relaxed
into his chest as she watched the city go by.They were soon
pulling up to the
Ferry that would take them to see the meaning of Freedom to
people.The Statue
of Liberty.Freedom something Mary wished she had.
Paul took Mary's hand and pulled her from the cab."We
can sit on the third
deck.You will get a great veiw of the city."he said as
he led her to the
ferry.Mary's eyes danced as she looked around taking in the
wonderful sights
and sounds.Paul put his arm around her as he led her up the
steps.Mary
shivered as the wind blew across the open stair case.Paul
held her a little
closer.He led her to on of the benches.He pulled her down
on his lap as he
sat down.Mary relaxed aginst him as the ferry began its journy
across.Paul
kissed the back of her neck as he kept her warm in his
arms.Mary smiled as
she looked across the water to see the beautiful city of
New York.She let out
a small gasp."Its beautiful isent it!"Paul
said.Mary nodded "Yes this is
wonderful."she said.Paul tightend his arms around
her."Your beautiful too."he
whispered.His low voice sent tingles of plesure through
Mary's body.She
closed her eyes as the ferry made its way across the
water."I wish I could
stay like this forever."Mary said.Paul began to sing
softly in Mary's
ear."It's forever until my life is thru,girl I'll be
lovin you forever"Paul
sang softly as he rocked her in his arms.Mary had never
felt so loved as at
that moment as Paul held her and sang those wonderful words.
Paul kissed her ear as he finished the song.Mary turned in
his arms to face
him.Paul saw the tears in her eyes."I dident mean to
make you cry."he said as
he whiped the warm tears from her cold face.Mary smiled
"I love that
song!"she said.Paul sighed as he wished it could be
forever.His heart was
beating so fast as he looked into her eyes as the ferry
came to a stop.He
knew it at that moment as he looked into her eyes that he
had fallen in love
with her and that she felt the same way.He covered her mouth
with a kiss.He
was trying not to say the words that would break his heart
when she went back
to the arms of her husbend.
Mary and Paul steped off the ferry and walked towards the
statue.Paul held
her hand as he watched her reaction.Her eyes were so alive
as she looked up
at the beautiful statue."Oh Paul look at her!"she
said .Paul smiled at
her."Don't you wonder what all the immergrents thought
when they first saw
her?"she asked.Paul nodded "Yes I do."he
said.Mary turned to him."I bet some
felt relief."she said.Paul laughed "Yes and
freedom.Maybe fear."he said.Mary
smiled."I wrote a story once about a man and woman who
fell in love on there
journy to America."she said.Mary held her breth as she
waited for him to
laugh at her.Paul smiled "I'd love to read it
sometime."he said as they
walked towards the statue.Mary looked at him.She kissed him
lightly.Thank god
he dident laugh.She thought to herself."Wait a
second.We need a camra!"Paul
said as he led her to the gift shop.They walked inside the
gift shop.They
felt the warm air hit them as they opened the door.Paul put
his arm around
her.Paul picked up one of the throw away camras.Mary looked
at the I love NYC
t-shirts that were hanging near the cash register.Paul
reached over and held
one up to her."Now that would look nice on
you!"he said.Mary laughed "Its to
big!"she said.Paul smiled"You can use it as a
night shirt!"he said.Mary shook
her head as she put it back on the rack.Paul grabbed
"Let me buy it for
you."he said as he put it on the counter with the
camera."Paul no."Mary
protested.Paul grabbed her hand and pulled her
close."Let me buy it for
you.You can think about our day when you wear it."he
said softly.Mary nodded
as she closed her eyes.She dident even want to think about
there day ending.
Mary and Paul made there way to top of the statue.They held
hands as they
walked the long staircase.They went to the top and looked
out of the
crown."My god Paul were so high up!"Mary said as
she clutched Paul's